As of December 4th 2011, my life recieved a NEW beginning. I am NOW free of an unhappy relationship of over 2 years.
When your in a relationship, there is suppose to be some type of ground for happiness. Welp, in my situation, there was NONE. I was unhappy, on edge and had 0% trust for a man that I thought loved me. I was cheated on and I surely wasnt worth the truth. He made me feel as if I wasnt good enough, but for some reason I couldnt let go, and I believe he thought he had me in the palm of his hands. He probably figured that he was going to have his cake and eat it too. Most of the time, he broke up with me almost everyday, and when I was convienent for him, he took me back. The cheating was the icing on the cake, because whenever WE had issues, he ran back to the same girl he cheated on me with in the beginning of the relationship, that caused us some medical issues. Whether is was calling, texting, seeing or jus having some type of sexual pleasure from the girl, he jus couldnt leave her alone. She was jus a hoe anyway. I can admit I was dumb for sticking by his side through it all.. The only thing I would never regret would be our beautiful daughter, Aubree..
I dont ever want to relapse and be with him again, as he is my downfall and makes me feel less than a woman and also made me feel as if Ill never amount to anything. My life is gunna change, and im gunna prove to him I DONT need him. I’ve got a few people on my side that are going to help through all of this, and I just want to thank those of yu who have faith in me..